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Decay

by At Your Worst

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I am alive, I am so dead Stuck in the middle that does not exist This is the heart of a broken man Consumed by lust, lost in his sin The heart of a warrior turned into dust Such is the power of human lust
2.
Oh, my God, will it ever end? How many times will I find myself here? I know this place like the back of my hand So pathetic, I'm wasting my breath Why am I alive? (Wasting breath, wasting breath) I cannot stop putting myself into hell I am alive by His grace (So tell me) Why is it never enough? I am alive, I am so dead Stuck in the middle that does not exist This is the heart of a broken man Consumed by lust, lost in his sin The heart of a warrior turned into dust Such is the power of human lust (How many times must I confess?) Some man of God I turned out to be I am a failure, I am guilty Why don't I give up just lay down and die? Why don't I give up just lay down and die? I know I can't because He is alive He is alive He is the reason I won't give up I will fight (Holy spirit give me the strength) I feel like I'm living a lie And there is not a God to save me But how could I blame the eternal God For all my failures and my wrong doings I know He has a perfect love And I am nothing more than a monster But I will not stop till I see His face Hope to live, I find through His grace
3.
Tear It Down 03:46
Oh, God! Tear it down Brick by brick until there is nothing left A guilty conscience will only hold you back It's times like these that show the most How much of myself is just a ghost To the actions I carry out Oh, God, I've done it again I put the spear in your side Oh, God, is there any way to make amends? Such a foolish question I can't recall a time where I stood by your side Through and through How you can love me I'll never know I can't recall a time where I stood by your side Through and through How you can love me I'll never know Oh, God, I'm sorry Oh, my God, I'm sorry Build it up Brick by brick until I am whole again A place of innocence Surrounded by your love Connected in our hearts again A place where I am free of sin But not a place where I'm safe from myself I can't recall a time where I stood by your side Through and through How you can love me I'll never know Tear it down Brick by brick Build it up Brick by brick I am a temple And I will build it up
4.
I won't give up, I'll go down swinging Let the devil come, I'll spit in his face There is no power over me I'm free in my mind from slavery But no wait, here I go again In the front of my mind the doubt creeps in I am so sick of trying No wait I must keep fighting You are not alone, I'm just like you Desensitized, so lost, and confused But don't give up, we'll make it through You have my word, we'll make it through What is wrong with my life? Why are there so many demons inside? Will someone tell me why Every single day is a battle for my life Don't give up on me, I won't give up on you Don't let this addiction have you We are free, from our captivity How 'bout we start living like it Don't let this addiction have you What is wrong with my life? Why are there so many demons inside? Will someone tell me why Every single day is a battle for my life I cannot describe how every move I make is my demise Someone please tell my mind Who I really am inside Rise up and fight, now is the time It's time to take back control of your life Just believe you are indestructible (Take back! Your life!) Why is it so hard to fight? What is wrong with my life? Why are there so many demons inside? Will someone tell me why Every single day is a battle for my life I cannot describe how every move I make is my demise Someone please tell my mind Who I really am inside
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If there's just one thing I could say It's that I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you No I never want to hurt you If I could take a day to go back in time I'd change the things I've done But I can't go back in time I'm stuck now Living each day with these regrets It's killing me It's killing me inside It's eating me away (I can never say it enough) I'm sorry I'm sorry Will you still love me for who I am? (Will you still love me for who I am?) If you don't I understand (If you don't I understand) This is the future I made with my own hands I am who I am I am who I am I hate what I've done I am who I am I hate who I am The sickest feeling in my stomach Comes from knowing what I've done You deserve better Oh, God, I know she deserves better Please, God, give her what she needs She deserves someone better than me
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Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost, but now I'm found Was blind, but now I see
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Worship 04:31
I'll never know how much it cost To see my sin upon that cross Not long ago I was so lost But by Your grace now I am found Amazing grace how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost but now I'm found Was blind but now I see And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us? And if our God is with us, then what could stand against? And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us? And if our God is with us, then what could stand against? Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God Almighty Who was and is to come All creation I sing, praise to the King of kings You are my everything And I will adore you

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Debut EP

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released October 4, 2015

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At Your Worst Pueblo, Colorado

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Isaac Avalos - Guitar/Vocals

Christopher Farris -Drums

Tim Esquivel - Guitar

Jesse Hed - Bass/Vocals

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