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I am alive, I am so dead
Stuck in the middle that does not exist
This is the heart of a broken man
Consumed by lust, lost in his sin
The heart of a warrior turned into dust
Such is the power of human lust
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...Turned Into Dust
02:37
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Oh, my God, will it ever end?
How many times will I find myself here?
I know this place like the back of my hand
So pathetic, I'm wasting my breath
Why am I alive? (Wasting breath, wasting breath)
I cannot stop putting myself into hell
I am alive by His grace (So tell me)
Why is it never enough?
I am alive, I am so dead
Stuck in the middle that does not exist
This is the heart of a broken man
Consumed by lust, lost in his sin
The heart of a warrior turned into dust
Such is the power of human lust
(How many times must I confess?)
Some man of God I turned out to be
I am a failure, I am guilty
Why don't I give up just lay down and die?
Why don't I give up just lay down and die?
I know I can't because He is alive
He is alive
He is the reason
I won't give up I will fight
(Holy spirit give me the strength)
I feel like I'm living a lie
And there is not a God to save me
But how could I blame the eternal God
For all my failures and my wrong doings
I know He has a perfect love
And I am nothing more than a monster
But I will not stop till I see His face
Hope to live, I find through His grace
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Tear It Down
03:46
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Oh, God!
Tear it down
Brick by brick until there is nothing left
A guilty conscience will only hold you back
It's times like these that show the most
How much of myself is just a ghost
To the actions I carry out
Oh, God, I've done it again
I put the spear in your side
Oh, God, is there any way to make amends?
Such a foolish question
I can't recall a time where I stood by your side
Through and through
How you can love me I'll never know
I can't recall a time where I stood by your side
Through and through
How you can love me I'll never know
Oh, God, I'm sorry
Oh, my God, I'm sorry
Build it up
Brick by brick until I am whole again
A place of innocence
Surrounded by your love
Connected in our hearts again
A place where I am free of sin
But not a place where I'm safe from myself
I can't recall a time where I stood by your side
Through and through
How you can love me I'll never know
Tear it down
Brick by brick
Build it up
Brick by brick
I am a temple
And I will build it up
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Take Back (Your Life)
03:03
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I won't give up, I'll go down swinging
Let the devil come, I'll spit in his face
There is no power over me
I'm free in my mind from slavery
But no wait, here I go again
In the front of my mind the doubt creeps in
I am so sick of trying
No wait I must keep fighting
You are not alone, I'm just like you
Desensitized, so lost, and confused
But don't give up, we'll make it through
You have my word, we'll make it through
What is wrong with my life?
Why are there so many demons inside?
Will someone tell me why
Every single day is a battle for my life
Don't give up on me, I won't give up on you
Don't let this addiction have you
We are free, from our captivity
How 'bout we start living like it
Don't let this addiction have you
What is wrong with my life?
Why are there so many demons inside?
Will someone tell me why
Every single day is a battle for my life
I cannot describe how every move I make is my demise
Someone please tell my mind
Who I really am inside
Rise up and fight, now is the time
It's time to take back control of your life
Just believe you are indestructible
(Take back! Your life!)
Why is it so hard to fight?
What is wrong with my life?
Why are there so many demons inside?
Will someone tell me why
Every single day is a battle for my life
I cannot describe how every move I make is my demise
Someone please tell my mind
Who I really am inside
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If there's just one thing I could say
It's that I'm sorry
I never meant to hurt you
No I never want to hurt you
If I could take a day to go back in time
I'd change the things I've done
But I can't go back in time
I'm stuck now
Living each day with these regrets
It's killing me
It's killing me inside
It's eating me away
(I can never say it enough)
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Will you still love me for who I am?
(Will you still love me for who I am?)
If you don't I understand
(If you don't I understand)
This is the future I made with my own hands
I am who I am
I am who I am
I hate what I've done
I am who I am
I hate who I am
The sickest feeling in my stomach
Comes from knowing what I've done
You deserve better
Oh, God, I know she deserves better
Please, God, give her what she needs
She deserves someone better than me
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Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see
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Worship
04:31
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I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
Not long ago I was so lost
But by Your grace now I am found
Amazing grace how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now I'm found
Was blind but now I see
And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us?
And if our God is with us, then what could stand against?
And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us?
And if our God is with us, then what could stand against?
Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God Almighty
Who was and is to come
All creation I sing, praise to the King of kings
You are my everything
And I will adore you
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At Your Worst Pueblo, Colorado
Saved by grace.
Isaac Avalos - Guitar/Vocals
Christopher Farris -Drums
Tim Esquivel - Guitar
Jesse Hed - Bass/Vocals
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